Learned an important lesson last night, now the challenge is applying it to my life. I can't say that I'm not disappointed but I can say that I'm grateful someone had the guts to stand up, look me in the eyes and say what I've been needing to hear. It doesn't change the fact that I feel the way I do or that I want the things I want, but it did give me some perspective about how those wants and needs are being communicated and received. Damn, it's going to be a long day - I hope this knot in my stomach relaxes.